Monday, October 8, 2007

Sour,Sweet,Bitter and Spicy- The Life Cycle of Our Life

As we are born to this world, to the earth filled with adventures, fancy and surrounded by dreams that we sometimes wish to walk all the way through and sometimes rather not; the first thing in the phase of existence, we cry. Why don’t we born with laughter as an alternative of cry? There are several of theories came out. Some thought it is for the reason that babies ought to cry to seize air however just the once they born with no crying, they will leave us forever. Some will just said it is the natural as we being form to begin the new life.

After taking a long thought about the matter, there’re not even a bit of the thought that interests me.Why babies born have to cry? I can say that it might be those babies know him or her is going to face so much unforgettable thing in front of them. We know are we going to be happy or not. When a baby born, we will close the eyes, a baby does not know how to speak or even smile. We learn smile just after a while we open the eyes and the first thing we see is the smile from the mother, a smile of relief and cheerfulness. We as human, gloomy until we weep, joyful until the tears drops; we cry when we defeated and cry when we attain achievement. We remain silence when we give up for this life, unable to shift ahead any longer. No doubt the first thing a baby does is cry, he cheering for the happiness to be born to the world. They are going to have the taste of sour, sweet, spicy and bitter in their future days. What life meant? When a baby born without tears, life means nothing for them, so why have to keep on? We, youth as an instance, the moment we born, we starting to learn the environment surround us. We have to learn how to speak our mother tongue language, new languages as well. The most awful part is how to put pen to paper and went to school either we like it or not. Studies make life miserable.

During school time, we are pleased because we have friends to share everything, together we have fun. Even me myself tears in eyes, but my heart that’s cry. Why? For the reason that I’m too happy, I’m not unaccompanied. We played all sorts of games together, we hiking, jungle tracking, seek and hide, camping, cooking, jumping there and here and even puppy love that we shared together, how’s the relationship goes. Family, brother who can I play and sometimes learn how to fight and quarrel too, a charming and loving parents, we went for the movies, having lunch and dinner together everyday. I’m such a fortunate man in the world. Life's such a bright and sweet!Anywhere there’s a time when I’ve been betrayed by friend, a very best friend, sour came into my life till the sorrow came into sight first time in my life.

My heart chopped into parts until I feel it’s going to stop beating. It cries until no tears any longer, the soreness that I will never put out of my mind. The enthusiasm to share and expectation from new friends was come to the end. No more, faith for them. The family that I can count on comes to the end, quarrel and disagreement, no more movies and meals together, no more laughter. It’s more painful when others happy while you been lock in a scary and dim cave. I’m all-alone, no one care about my feeling, and no one care what I’m doing. Lives seem a drama or a theater for me.Why life has so much sour, my heart can’t accept it. Facing people with an unpleasant looks. What is the meaning of live if my life such painful, hopeless and shady? Not a soul that I am able to share my sadness or even shoulder to cry on. Lives getting awful when I can’t obtain a superior result, yet teacher blame me for the laziness.

One night, I bear in mind I see at the star and cried loud to them, ‘Dear charming stars, why my life such a painful, why you seize my sweetness, I ought not to have it?” Unexpectedly, I heard a sound, a calm and pleasurable voice speak to me, as gentle as an angel does, “My dear little girl, life isn’t always the way you like. Life full of aromatic and hindrances, happy, sad, sorrow and excitement, you should sense the way to get pleasure from all of them. When there is sadness in front, there will be sweetness waiting in front, and in reverts. Think wisely little child, you not the only one who endure but also the people around you.” After whole night I thought of it, it’s time for me to strike back, I cannot let the fate make my mind up in such where should go or should do. I myself choose the path that I’ll go to discover.

The spicy in the life, try hundreds of approach to get back what l have lose. I study hard for my future, for my family and friends. I accept other friends into my life. I study days and night to acquire the best result. At last, I did it. I have everything back as well as the happiness of my family. The willingness to communicate and the hardness to express my feeling to them at last appreciate by them. They become friends where I share my happiness and sadness to them.Now, after going through all the sweetness, sour, bitter and spicy in my life, I finally become conscious; we, human being fresh and blood must learn from the past to be more mature and pleased in future. There’s nothing come easily and the success is not just around the corner but a long way to go.